Good. If Romney makes it into office I’m moving to Canada, I can’t stand the idea of having a man as idiotic as him become our president. The man has thousands upon thousands of dollars of his own to waste on what he wants. He doesn’t know what it’s like to be in the financial situation my family is in, and he will never know. He wants to make all these absurd changes that will still keep him his money and will put people like me in a worse financial situation than my family and I already are in. Not to mention he’s a complete dumbass, will most likely try to make idiotic changes relating to his religion and allow his personal beliefs to interfere with his job, and the human rights of homosexual people and women will be lowered drastically. I am not going to live in a country where I’m unable to easily get contraception so I can prevent from adding to the disgusting number of human beings that are quickly filling and destroying our beautiful planet. No thank you.
I love tthat the person Ive lived for is now the reason I wish I were dead…
- Me: watches TV
- TV: "in the arms of an angel..."
- ME: *turns channel*
How do you deal with dreams that feed on your biggest insecurity? Of being replaced? In my dream last night I saw the one I love most in any world. But instead of being a day just for me and him (he was visiting from Birth Carolina) he brought friends. But He was there for me when my dad died for me in my dream and held me as i cried. He kissed me in the lunchline and held my hand as we drove but something changed. Suddenly I was outside of the car and they were driving away (which was weird because moments before I demanded that I drive because his driving was scarring me and I had just gotten behind the wheel and started driving). I started running through a group of houses when, out of nowhere, I was only in a bathing suit bottom and covering my chest with my arms and I continued running. He came back for me then and brought me to a hotel, telling me to shower and when I came out we would spend some tome together. But when I came out I couldn’t find him. And when I DID find him he was in another girls bed asleep… he got mad when I walked in upset.. he started yelling and I tried to calm him down.. I kissed him but this time he pushed me away and spat in my face saying how another girl tried the same thing. I woke up as I was running away from him… and then I called and woke him up. Just because I needed to know that it was a dream. I hate dreams like that…. because I woke up heart broken, scarred, and completely broken. I never want to be replaced…..
You say you love me more but you have no way to prove it. I say I love you more because I CAN prove it. I love you enough to be in a relationship with you, “stressful” or not. You don’t even want to talk about a relationship. So until that changes, I win.
Each passing moment brings me a little closser to going back to what I was..
